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Explorations with Rabbi Goldie Milgram

If prayer services strike you as meaningless collections of Hebrew words and archaic English translations . . . or if you've wondered whether there is a deep structure to the service that might serve your spiritual needs, try the following map. One day it was revealed to me, making my relationship to services before the map similar to what practicing medicine must have felt like before x-rays revealed the human structure.

The Awareness Cycle of Shabbat Morning:
A Map of the Psycho-Spiritual Stages of the Prayer Service
by Rabbi Goldie Milgram

 One: Awaking to a new Day Modah Ani
Two: Gratitude for your body Asher Yatzar
Three: Immersing in words of Torah
(engaging your mind)
La-asoke
Three: Awareness of your pure soul Elohai Neshama
Four: This morning's blessings Birkot HaShakhar
Five: Raising energy/Cultivating feelings Psalms
Six: Awareness of Divine Presence Barkhu
Seven: Giving and Receiving Love Shema & Her Blessings
Eight: Liberation from our Concern with History G'ulah
Nine: Expressing the Prayer of Your Heart Amidah
Ten: Receiving Guidance and Healing Kriyat HaTorah
Eleven: Committing to Engaged Living Aleynu
Twelve: Fulfilling the Mitzvah of Remembrance Kaddish
Thirteen: Emerging Spiritually Revitalized Adon Olam

(I have deliberately not given an exhaustive list of the prayers, just a few helpful post-it notes along the Jewish spiritual path.)

Finding the Prayer of Your Heart

- by Rabbi Goldie Milgram

Many Jews complain of having difficulty finding deep meaning in the traditional prayer service. Many of us were conditioned to accept that for Jews "praying" is accomplished by simply reciting or chanting all the words, preferably in Hebrew. It is helpful and interesting to note that in the Talmud our ancestors worried that writing down their prayers could lead to just such a deadening rote recitation by subsequent generations.

While there is some comfort in repeating that which is familiar, there is deep healing and joy possible from engaging in meaningful Jewish prayer. For example, at the core of each service is a lengthy set of prayers, said while standing, known as the "amidah." While each of the numerous amidah blessings is set in a careful sequence intended to help us find the prayer of our hearts, many find the traditional amidah impenetrable.

For those who grew up without a spiritual view of Judaism, the following may prove to be a helpful, alternative portal to the themes of the amidah and Jewish personal prayer.

An alternative Amidah:

Moving in from the fringes of awareness to the prayers of one's heart:

1. Remember specific ancestors - family, creative ones, patriarchs, matriarchs, teachers. Send your awareness to the ancestor(s) who(m) you feel is/are guiding your steps most recently. Ask for their blessing.

2. Envision those in your family who have been specially blessed this week and/or those who need guidance who are close to you. Send them blessings and love. Ask that they receive guidance and blessing.

3. Touch your own heart with your hand. Let the ways in which you may feel blessed and/or desire support and guidance enter your awareness. Imagine the blessing you need, pray it. Ask for guidance and support.

4. Take a "CNN" view of the planet into your awareness. Zoom in on specific countries and neighborhoods. Send blessings and love. Ask that all creation be able to experience comfort, guidance, support and SHALOM.

 

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